I'm losing hope.

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I don't know how much longer I can stand feeling like this, and going through the motions.

I'm trying to be okay, smile, and pretend like everything is going well.

But my depression episodes are lasting longer and I'm losing myself.

I hate to say it, but I don't know how much longer I'm going to last.

This isn't the first time this has happened and it won't be the last.

I'm exhausted from repeating the same cycle over and over again.

I feel like my friendships, relationship, and family relationship is going to collapse on itself.

I don't know if I care if it happens, honestly.

Maybe I really need to go away for a long while.

I doubt I'm going to be missed, just don't try looking for me, I need to be alone.

I might be gone for a day, a week, a month, I never know how long.

I just can't keep suffocating like this again.

-Matsy The Doctor

Even the greatest of them have to fall down.

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MandyB82's avatar
I'll miss you :iconsadhugplz: but you need to do what you feel is right. We'll be here waiting for you when you get back...I hope you do come back :).